Cherish the memory...

NO I am not

2009-08-16T15:35:00.000+08:00

Sorry if i pissed you off.

As i said before the conversation started, i am not taking sides or trying to protect anyone. I simply felt that your thought was way too nagetive or extrem. That only makes your life difficult. I tried to change your mind so you could probably see things from another point of view but u didnt get what i mean. Somehow i think you expected me to be on your side but ask yourself this,do you really understand every single sentence i said? It seemed i have been sarcastic and unserious however, I was not. In fact, my attitude and comment would partially influence your thought. If i carry on and add in more based on what you told me, the situation gonna be worse and maybe,your friendship with R ends coz of me. You want me to be that bastard? I dun wanna add fire so i choose to be neutral and hopeffuly i can stop it.

Once again, i am not taking sides but helping you. Understand?

ehhhhhhh

2009-07-30T17:19:00.002+08:00

As requested from Pearlene, she wanted me to update my blog but i dunno what to post.

She said i can write anything. So.....

Anything

Thats it for today LOL

明天以后

2009-07-19T02:43:00.001+08:00

在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了天晴朗了我就走
你拯救我的寂寞
我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
还来不及对你说迟到的我的心动
你的好你的坏
我的脾气你最懂
我不要你心疼我（我不要你离开我）
明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
我对你感觉胜过爱情
因为有你给我勇气
给我用不完的运气
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心
对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
最后看你在别人怀里有天我会找到我的唯一
我并不是你的唯一
还微笑祝福你
做比情人更好的朋友
我对你感觉胜过爱情
因为有你给我勇气
给我用不完的运气
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心
对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
最后看你在别人怀里有天我会找到我的唯一
我并不是你的唯一
还微笑祝福你 ...

I am back

2009-06-22T23:00:00.003+08:00

LOL
Long time nv update liao! Kinda lazy.
Attachment done 3 weeks ago. Total allowence is S$1385 plus and i left S$11.61 in my acct. WTF seriously i dunno how come i spent so much. I didint buy anything but 1000 plus juz like that gone... @#$%@!$#^ F**k la, i still have lots of things to buy. Sian

3rd week of attachment. Everything goes well. My proj is to do game design. 3D man, kinda hard, using a software called unity 3D which i nv heard of and touched before. Spend 2 weeks to learn it, Its hard but quite interesting. My supervisor is so kind to let me use the Mac Pro!!~ Probably the most powerful PC in NYP. It has 8GB RAM, dual quad-core, 1TB hard drive,23 inches HD cinema display. Such a sexy Mac Pro, what else i can expect? Many ppl complained abt how difficult their projects are, and they hate what they r doing right now. Hmmm i admit i am kind of lucky as i got what i loved to do. 3D design/animation is really my favourite thing and i wanna be a designer in the future so i would say I LOVE MY FYP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I believe i would complaine too if i got projs like ASP.NET, JAVA, electronics etc. I hate those!!!!!

Life is good even without those in dalian(cb u all ps us like half a yr) coz i got my lovely doggy man = D We go to gym 3 times a week. Kind of fun. His lab got chiobu!~ One looks like lady gaga and the other one we name her as ribbon girl. These 2 hot chicks r for visual entertainment only and cannot be touched. Maybe no interest? LOL... Anyway life with doggy man is kind of fun. I suddenly feel we have many common interests and topics.

Tired now, i think thats all for today nitezz ppl!~

Nonsence

2009-04-20T15:15:00.004+08:00

What is can't make it? What is no time? What is personal reason and what is lesson ends late?Thats all bullshit. If yr 3 students like me and dingjie could make it, u all should be able to make it too. I am having attachment and she is doing her specialization. If i dare to ask my manager for 2 days leave at last min even though i should ask 2 days in advance, dun tell me u dare not to ask ur lecturer to leave for sch event, and if dingjie could skip her lecture, i cant find any reason why u all cant do so. Hey ppl, she is in yr3 ok? Specialization!!!! U know whats that right? She dares to skip it, why not u?? We were also in yr 2 b4, we know the 1st few weeks were like damn slack. Dont tell me which course u from or how difficult is your module, skip one lecture wont affect much. Even if u r in the lecture theater, u wont pay attention to what is the lecturer talking abt. We can sacrifice our time and money, u ppl cant. We can skip the fucking lecture but u ppl cant. Fine!! You fucked up ppl better listen up, DUN APPROACH US AND SEEK FOR HELP NEXT TIME. We have NO time!

YEAH !!!!!!!!!!!! ATH-CK7

2009-04-07T17:19:00.004+08:00

I have finally got raid of the lousy iLuv earphone, that is juz a pair of craps. Here comes my new Audio Technica ATH-CK7 inner-ear earphone. Juz like what i read from those online reviews, its made by titanium ensures premium quality. Price is reasonable and worth the money. The design is simple but looks grand, with a weight of 10g, i can really feel the ultra high quality and high manufacturing standard. 10g for earphone is considering heavy but i dont really feel that. In addition, its pretty comfortable when wearing. In terms of sound quality, bass is clear and rich enough for me with aproperite EQ settings. I can feel the "punch" effect. High and mid is crispy and a bit sharp in the begining but after 1 day of burn-in, the sounds it delivers seems to be much better. 23db of noise isolation works more than i can imagine, with a suitable volume, i can hear nth but music. Isn't it wonderful? It also matches my iTouch perfectly. I will give A grade to this amazing and fantastic product. Audio technica never fails me.

Whats this?

2009-04-02T01:08:00.002+08:00

Whats this?
This is called the half-fucked attitude.
Hard to believe thats from you.

IAP

2009-03-27T23:41:00.002+08:00

Hello guys, it has been so long since the last post.

Been attached to STMicroeletronics, a French-Itanlian MNC, under the dept of marketing, my job is to design webpages, flash banner and posters for online marketing site. Sounds interesting right? Not really. Most of you know that i like designing, animation this kind of stuff so i should be happy for what i am doing but juz feel it lacks of sth. Btw, IAP is not fun at all coz IAP=NO LIFE. Wake up at 8am daily and have to reach there by 845am. If you have sth to do like tasks given by manager, u r consider lucky as u wun feel bored. However, if u done ur job and have no more tasks to do, OMG man u gonna rot in office. Staring at the monitor and sitting down there but doing nth. How can life be such a way? Muz find sth to do right? Lets head to the pantry or staff lounge, its tea time yeah! I believe thats the only thing i can do with the rest who also in lvl 6. Who r the rest? NYP students of coz, 2 from ECC, 1 from ME and the other one from MF if i am not wrong. Only me from MIT at lvl 6. Aaron and Jiawei, MIT, they work in another building, aaron in HR doing design, jiawei is under quality dept, and doing web design too. Seems all MIT students doing the same thing. Go for luch break @ 12pm sharp, thats consider early coz by right we r only supposed to go @ 1245pm but we dont like to follow the rules, freedom 1st!!! ROAR!!!!!!! We call this self-declared lunch time. LOL Early birds catch worms, so we dun need to Q in the canteen if we managed to reach there earlier than the others. Faster get food and finish, go for second round, yes second round, i call it visual meal(see girls LOL). Why? Coz we have juz satisfied our stomachs, our eyes and mind also need to be happy or how r we going to survive for the next few hrs? Back to office @ 2pm and start to rot agn like in the morning until 6pm. Sight... Thats IAP. Is there anything can deligh me? I doubt.

40+ days to go. Conclusion- IAP is simply ruined my holiday and life.

对不起

2009-03-14T16:04:00.001+08:00

给自己一个不再想你的理由
所以伤害你
希望你能明白
原谅我这么做
祝你幸福
保重

The End

2009-03-13T23:36:00.002+08:00

Second time, well, I think it comes to the end but i didint expect it ends like this.

黑白色

2009-03-07T02:05:00.004+08:00

你是我爱的女孩
最爱的女孩
可注定有缘无分
曾经的心动换来现在的心痛
如果我当初没有遇到你是不是这一切都不会发生了
明明知道结果可还是无法控制
所以我选择离开
哪里都好
只要能忘记你
还有一年我会好好珍惜我们的友谊
如果离开还无法解决问题
那我只有选择失去朋友
但愿我不需要这么做
从来没有后悔认识你
是你让我体会到爱
是你让我懂得了爱
是你让我学会了爱
...
傻起来边走边唱
困起来你依然还在
走了依然会回来
扬起尘埃都变成一种黑白
2009年3月7日凌晨2点36分
这一刻我停止爱你

2009-03-06T00:45:00.001+08:00

I AM VERY DISAPPONITED OF YOU

No, its changed.

2009-03-04T00:09:00.003+08:00

U said i am weird.

Yes i am. Friendship is changed long ago or i nv treat u as a friend. Its no longer like that u understand? From that day u told everything to us, its all changed. Dont u realized? Maybe not.

How i wish not to know you. If i can go back to the past then i will help myself to avoid u.

U talking abt 6 yrs of friendship but do u know how much i suffered during these yrs? Do u know how hard for me to forget everything that happened? No you dont know!!! If i say i hate u one day, duu be surprised.

I HATE YOU!!!

2009-03-03T20:43:00.004+08:00

Feel bad, dun wanna update.

Think agn

2009-02-21T04:21:00.003+08:00

I had a great night with my dearest ppl. Thx everyone, I LOVE U ALL!!! I will talk abt this later, for this post, i would like to talk abt sth else.

Recently DD asked me some wired questions. It made my life difficult and pushed me into a difficult situation. I cant lie to DD yet muz speak the truth. Thats difficult, truth always hurts, i dun wanna hurt DD. I tried my best to ans those questions with my experience and opinion and I thought my ans were good enough to clear DD's doubts but i was wrong, DD seems alr got idea for thoese questions before asking me. For me, very simple, no idea, ask whoever i trust for suggestions. However, if u alr got an ans then what for ask? Looking for better ans? Plz if u have alr made up ur mind, u wun listen to others. I said no but u kept saying yes. Whats this? Funny? Do u expect me to say yes too? Like i mentioned before, truth always hurts but u got to face it. Things may not turn out to be like the way u wan. Look further and think wisely, u r old enough to THINK and ACT. U know what u wan and i believe what u have now is below ur expectation so why not looking for the better one? u may get different ans from others but they may not telling u the truth as they may not wanna hurt u or whatever shit reason. I dun care who r they and i dunno what the fuck they saw or observed, probably they r blind, cant see anything or dun even give a damn. Appearances often lie, see through the wall and look around, the world is more than beautiful. A gentle reminder, u r asking ppl for ans, not forcing or questioning.

To DD:
If u see this, dun get offened or angey. I am NOT trying to criticize u. I might be harsh but pls think positive and stop avoiding my question. I juz wana help u. If u think i am talking rubbish then u can dun bother talk to me. but if still wanna know my opinion, feel free to look for me anytime.

Wonderful day

2009-02-15T02:05:00.019+08:00

I was actually decided to study maths at home alone until i received a mesg from david asking me to go to his house to do maths together. Anyway 2 brains are better than one head so i agreed and packed my bag, head down to his house.

When i reached, lember,his dog, gave me a warm hug and lick, woo thats sweet man. I entered his room and noticed he was playing game. He then asked me whether i wanna play with him. i looked at the clock and noticed it was still early so i agreed to play. While tranfering game file to my comp, i played with lember,i threw the ball, she picked it up and returned to me agn and agn until i felt a bit sian. I stopped throwing the ball and turned back. Immediately she showed me a dick face lol. I juz ignored her and started the game. About 25-30mins later, David received a call from Ken asked what we were doing when he was doing BIG business in the tolilet. He told Ken that we were actually nth to do other than study maths. Then Ken askem abt our progress and hang up the phone. We both continued gaming...

At appoximately 15mins later, Ken called agn and invited us to join his emo drinking with Jackson at Mount faber. Wtf!!! Mount faber, thats damn far away from Hougang, somemore it was very late close to 1 am alr. Then ken decided to fetch us then go coz he really need us to accompany him as he EMO to the max. Therefore we packed everything we need for maths revision and necessaries coz we will be staying overnight there. At 130am, we were at mount faber, facing PSA, around there got a few couples did night activity in the car. Thats not impt lol. Well, ken took out 2 big bags of beer. 13 small cans and 3 big cans. He also turned on music loud that u can even hear from 100 meters away. We drunk, sang, laughed and talked abt whatever that came to our mind.

At abt 545am, we finished all beer. David and i drunk 3 small cans, jackson finished 4 small cans and 1 big, the rest were finished by ken. Somehow david and i felt like having sth to eat. Then we went to have curry rice with fried chicken and veg. at abt 645, we went back to ken's house and slept at once when touched the bed. Juz that tired. We woke up at 1215pm, took shower and went to have lunch with Ken's sister and mum. At 2pm plus, we started maths revision until 6pm plus, then had dinner in the market where we had breakfast. Now the time is 1038pm, i am sitting down and blogging. Felt freaking tired, i even fell asleep 15mins ago.

Actually i intend to play game with david but seems my body and brian does not allow me to do so. Maths paper is tmr at 4pm, decide to meet ken and david in sch around 9am to do revision for the last time so probably i gonna turn in b4 12am.

Below are some pics i took last night and this morning, take a look:

This is lember, very guai, good dog.

Tired after chasing the ball.

Empty cans

In a line

See the shadow there? Thats david.

Him agn...argh destory my photo lol.

PSA-View from Mount Faber

V day

2009-02-13T22:21:00.002+08:00

Let me see, well, 90mins later is my 21st Vday, i guess no rosses, no chocolate, no wine, nth special, juz like the past 20 yrs. Any lonely soul out there wanna celebrate with me? i think no hahaha. Anyway, let me wish all of u a happy Vday.

Gonna work

2009-02-13T00:55:00.002+08:00

I am attached to STM which worth US$10billions(the manager told me). Its a French-Italian company,branches are all over the world. My boss is an italian, he is a nice person. Lucky i am under him coz the rest looks sux. Overall, this company looks pretty well. My dept is in charge of online promotion an i will be working on web design and some marketing stuff maybe. Attachment starts around march, in other words, my holiday gone...%^(*&^%#$ and ends at june, followed by FYP then holiday. Gonna miss some of my classmates during attachment period, some r going overseas, i wun be seeing them for 3 months at least. When sch opens agn, i will study specialization, my favourite interactive media design. Good thing is i will get to know new students from other classes but bad thing is the current class will be gone like 4eva. Hopefully our friendship wun be gone.

2009-01-31T16:54:00.002+08:00

I've got a new target, She is nice and gorgeous, well-behaved and elegant. For those curious monkeys, dun ask me who is the "target" coz I am not gonna say even she asks me. I will tell her personally one day with sincerity. God bless me pls.....

2009-01-31T16:34:00.002+08:00

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

I am not emo

2009-01-29T01:08:00.002+08:00

For those of u who have alr viewed my blog might realised all my posts are in "emo" style. Well, i admit that it is true but doesnt mean i am an EMO person. U guys know me abt 2 yrs and i am sure all of u know my personality and character clearly. Once agn, i am not EMO ok????

Still

2009-01-15T02:11:00.003+08:00

It has been so long.

but i juz cant forget.

am i a fool?

maybe

i dun think i will have a chance to say it in front of you anymore

i should say it or i will be regret

I love you

let u go and wish u

Xmas

2008-12-25T02:16:00.002+08:00

Well, what does xmas mean to me?

I dun really know the answer but for now, maybe its juz enjoy delicious food and joyful moment with friends.

i saw couples, families and bunches of ppl. They laugh with happiness, talk peacefully.

I feel I am in emptiness.

What makes me feel this way?

The answer is in my heart. Time to solve it?

Unsure.

Yeah!!

2008-12-12T04:15:00.003+08:00

Finally, common test ended. Its time to enjoy a BIT as still have projects to do.
Xmas agn, thinking of do sth with friends like iceskating? get drunk? or One night stand with some hotties? lol...kidding.

As for projects, i think i should juz put them aside and enjoy life 1st.

Someone asked me whether i am in relationship, the answer is still the same-NO. I believe single is the best for me now.

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year to everyone i know.

Feeling

2008-12-02T01:35:00.001+08:00

Feeling, from the bottom of my heart, it tells me that.

But i tell myself not yet.

I am doing MCQ, no right or wrong.

Answer is not provided.

Wanna ask for help but no one did this before.

Once again, the same...

New

2008-12-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

Wordpress is for IT noobs! Thats for sure but doesnt mean i am IT pro. Dun misunderstand.

I decided to change coz wordpress sux. There are too many limitations for user like me, who like to be unique and stylish. I gonna move all my posts here and continue blogging.